They Don't Understand Why.

I think I spoke a little bit about this on my Tumblr, but kind of in a shallow sense. Not shallow like Shallow Hal, but shallow as in not too deeply. But this post I don't think I could necessarily make on Tumblr. 

Basically there was a female that I had talked to for a nice period of time that was always disappearing on me. Actually, I remember talking about this on here, or rather just the situation. Well eventually I pieced together that she had engaged in a relationship during the time we met and while she was going m.i.a. all the time. Which wasn't a big deal to me. I liked her, yes, I liked her a little more than I like the average female but I understand in this game called Life people meet other people and get together. I just could never understand why she never told me.

So it kind of becomes times like that when I question women and what goes through their minds when they write blogs and tweet incessantly about not finding love, or a decent guy. This particular female tweets about having her heart repaired or some other stuff that I just blink 30 times at and scroll past. I just want to say, "but you didn't recognize a guy whose purpose wouldn't be to break your heart!" Of course that's too aggressive for me, I just go about my day, silently despising her when I see her tweet.

I don't say that I wouldn't break her heart because who knows, it's very likely that it'll happen, but as far as being an asshole? Nah. Not in my blood to be one, so when you skip over me to date one I feel a sense of happiness for I don't know, for you being you basically. Because as much as people say that I'm picky, a lot of times it's when I like/want someone that they don't feel the same back. Or they do, but there's always disclaimers attached. It's rarely, "I like you." "Say word? I like you too."

Take for example this particular female that I know. I think she's pretty cute so I tell her I want to get to know her better. That's it, nothing more, nothing less. You'd think that's enough right? But then I get the, "you don't like me!" Oh, and why don't I? "Because you didn't act like it."

Are we being serious here?

I'm making a conscientious effort to take time out of my day to get to know you better and you want to tell me (over and over again) that I don't like you? Why can't these things be simpler? What female out there just wants to get down to it in simple terms, because I would love that. It always ends up as me thinking, "they don't understand why I go about these things the way I do." Why I'm reluctant to even tell girls I like them. This is why! There are games played even in admitting a feeling of attraction and that's so dumb to me.

Or maybe these women want to be chased. I don't know. I'm not the chase type, but I will push a little bit. After awhile though I get bored or tired and I just stop. I give up. Because liking someone shouldn't be a maze, it should be a straight line.