go hard.

You know the feeling you get when you hear an amazing song? I don't get the feeling a lot, maybe about 5 times in my entire life. I hear the song and it hits me. Something inside just feels weird. Then I get mad. Lol, mad that one day I'm going to die ... and never hear that song again. It's something close to a feeling that I can't describe.

I've fallen into a hole where I can't necessarily write. I want to, the desire is there, but I can't do it. I need a muse. I love Travis McCoy's - Can't Wait. Not only is the production dope and everything, but the lyrics are real. He's talking about his girl, Katy Perry so you know everything he says is truth. It isn't just a song.

"Young, black and gifted, hit you with the trifecta"

Those quotes are better when you write them yourself. Just saying ... and I'm starting to write a little bit more I guess, since I wrote the first paragraph.

My shoes say All*Star ... I'm just a rookie

My girl hates my style but that's not shit to me

I've never felt freer than, when I had hair

I know people said shit but I really didn't care

Sometimes I like people and sometimes I feel alone

I'm a Jedi in this world, just surrounded by clones ...

Or am I the clone? I know people try so hard to not be the same, and that's alright. But when I'm just me, I feel different. However, when I try to fit in sometimes, I realize I'm just a clone. When I write stuff that I think people will like, I'm a clone. My personal tastes make me original, but that isn't always what's wanted. I have to make it wanted, but ehh ... sometimes all we want is to just fit in. To just be a part of the group and bask in the group's acceptance.

I crave to be accepted. Why would I lie? Who doesn't want to be accepted? Would I risk losing myself for that acceptance though? Well, 3 years ago I would have. Since then I've seemingly learned that instead of changing myself to fit their standards ... I have to make them fit mine.

Harder said than done though.

I have to go get a haircut so ehh ...
Oh, read this also.