was so divine.

I'm not like ... being a dog or anything when I say what I'm about to say. I'm just being real. I know some women are going to read this like, "what a pig!", but honestly, your boyfriend is probably thinking it. Although he may have a different preference. What I'm saying is, we all have thoughts, women included, that if we said out loud it'd be politically incorrect to do so.

So yeah. I'm a sucker for a woman's breasts. Don't know why ... not sure if I was attached to my mothers areolas when I was younger, idk ... but its defining for me. They're mesmerizing. I think I'm moreso attracted to girls with nicer breasts. Like, I'd be willing to overlook other character flaws because of it. I think I've done it before, lol. And not like, LARGE breasts. Just nice-sized. Supple. Yehknow. But I should stop now. I think I'm sounding like a weirdo lmao.

Before I get into other things, let me introduce my new favorite model. Who interestingly, doesn't have the greatest sized breasts, but they still look nice. Move over Gisele & Selita!

Ana Beatriz Barros

Oh, and I went shopping yesterday. Unexpected, so I didn't get much ...

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Murs - yesterday & Today

"You know them days when you just got the blues
All stressed and depressed from just watchin the news
No matter what good you do it seems you always get screwed
Got you caught up in your feelings now you off in the mood
Shake that attitude and do what you can
Set a couple goals follow through with your plans
Time waits for no man and tomorrows not promised
So if shes still alive shoot a call to your momma
Cause the fighting and the drama, its just not worth it
Nobodys perfect, ain't none of us worthless
We all got a place, and we all got a purpose
Now I'm not taking y'all to sunday service
But ya clap your hands as you stand up and work it
Like your grandmama used to do that fan down at worship
Spread it, pop it, and wave it in my face
Put your hands around your waist, let me ride to the bass like..."

Doesn't it seem as if the world is designed to make you sad, angry or depressed? Everywhere we turn we see images of people living better than us. Then, we turn in the other direction and see people doing so bad that we feel sorry for them.

No-one that happens to read my blog I'm assuming is doing SO bad. I mean, we have our problems, but doesn't everyone?I had a terrible attitude about the world, but like Murs said, once I made some goals I felt better for myself. My mom gave me one of those books for my birthday when I was like, 16. Uhm, "7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens". Bunch of bull I thought. Especially when my oldest sister gave me one too. I was thinking, "how uneffective am I that TWO people are giving me this book?"


4 years later I'm following advice from the book, without the book.I have places in life I'd like to reach so I can't really dwell on how terrible everything is going now. I think about it, but don't linger on it. Tomorrow really doesn't wait for anyone, and we're not even guaranteed that. By the grace of God I wake up everyday, so let me do something meaningful. As of right now, it's working with these guys:

The middle part also has some signifigance to me, but I don't feel like speaking on that. EH.