chill like children ...

updated flickr.

Last 15 songs played.

1. The 6th Sense - Common
2. Mean & Vicious - Lupe Fiasco
3. Make Sure You Get A Shirt - Lupe Fiasco
4. Like A Dog - 50 Cent ft. Lloyd Banks, Tony Yayo
5. Lifeline - Ben Harper
6. My Way Home - Kanye West ft. Common
7. I Changed My Mind - Keyshia Cole
8. El Manana - Gorillaz
9. DC Gorillaz - Wale
10. Rehab Remix - Amy Winehouse ft. Pharoh Monch & Jay-Z
11. ATLiens - Outkast
12. We Don't Need No Education - Pink Floyd
13. Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band
14. Honey Honey - Feist
15. Finer Things - DJ Felli Fel ft. Kanye West, Fabolous, J. Dupri & Ne-Yo

No lie, I downloaded that G-Unit mixtape ... "Return of the Body Snatchers Vol. 1" ... and surprisingly it was pretty good. Seriously. No Young Buck on it, so who knows what's going with that. But yeah, if you're a 50 fan, check it out. And not a " ayo technology " fan but like a " many men " fan.

Oh yeah, N.E.R.D. is coming to St. Louis March 9th. I'm still deciding about whether or not I want to go. I'm leaning towards no ... only because I don't have their complete discography and I don't want to be like, " i never heard this song before!" Then again, I do like N.E.R.D. so I don't know.

lmao @ Samuel Jackson being on 50's mixtape. " c'mon FIDDY. show up for me man. showwwwwwwww up for me man. "

I texted the ex-gf last night wishing her a Happy Valentine's Day. Uhm. She got kind of ... uhm. Let's just say she acted like an asshole. I don't know the exact things she said because I got so mad that I deleted her texts AND her number. But it was something like:

me: happy valentine's day. sorry i'm kind of late. i know you had your own valentine though.

her: it's not valentine's day anymore.

[it was 11:17 my time, 12:17 hers]

me: well it still is here, but ok.

her: well it's not here.

me: wow @ you. SORRY.

[after that i preceded to erase her from all of my shit]

and that quickly brought down any thoughts that i had about ever wanting to BE with another girl. like seriously, i have some issues. and it sucks. and they're all caused by the former girls in my life.

i don't like being single so much. don't like it no, don't like it. however, i will admit, im scared to be in a relationship. i want the love ... i do. and im fairly well suited to be an excellent boyfriend. i just don't trust girls anymore. that sucks. and even if i see a girl that i know is different, i know she isn't. because i thought all the other ones were different, and guess what?! they weren't. so i think every girl has sort of a time-limit with me. and not on some mean shit, but it's like ... if you don't impress me and change my mind by this certain amount of time my feelings for you drop THIS much. and that isn't fair, it really isn't.

but to save face, no girl has really done too much. well this one girl has, but wow eric. uhm, let's not speak on her since you know NOTHING as to her intentions and shit. plus, even she has those things. so it's like, who can you trust? the answer: nobody. at times, you can't even trust yourself.

basically you got to figure out how to make me feel special. then ... you got me. and no girl i know at this moment has completely, 100% made me feel special. and i guess that's because of my own mind. im hella jealous, or not even jealous ... i like to compare myself to people. so if you had an old dude, i compare myself to him, and i see how it's nearly impossible to be what the old guy was. so i quit. and that's just me.

but enoughhhhhh of this.

Wale has a new mixtape coming out soon. lmao! the mixtape about nothing. the cover is mad funny. i swear this dude is hella creative.

i still need a mixtape cover. lmao, i still need songs! but i was thinking of an idea ... i'd put it on here but someone might steal it ... hrmmmmmm.

one of my favorite groups, Kidz In The Hall, has their cd coming out in April. i WILL be buying that. always supporting real artists and ish. speaking of real artists, check out this interview with the Cool Kids. talk about a breath of fresh air.

and i've been bumping jay-z something heavy this morning while waiting for the UPS truck. this is obviously one of my favorite cd's. just look at all of the plays. which is good for a cd because usually i'll just play a couple of songs from a cd, but as a whole this is definitely one of my favorite albums ever.


and now for some reason i have an urge to play some Black Eyed Peas.

NA NA NA NAAA, DONT PHUNK WITH MY HEARRRRRT.

oh, and lizzy ... where the hell is your package? when i get mine, ill send yours. ;]

2 comments:

Lizzy said...

No Young Buck? GASP! :O

Eh, I say you shouldn't go see the N.E.R.D.
but hey.. that's just me.

Double ehhh @ your ex girlfriend.
Thats how pretty my entire day went. I told my ex "happy valentine's day" and he goes "this is some sort of joke? am i being punkd?"

Asshole.
Absolute asshole.

Whatever, there's a reason why they are our ex's and not our future.

I dont think anyone truly like being single.
:/

AND GRRR @ YOU FOR NOT BEING HOME TWICE IN A ROLE WHILE THEY CAME TO DROP OFF YOUR PACKAGE!

stacey. said...

I'm a "Many Men" 50 kind of fan. Get Rich or Die Trying was such a good album. I actually went out and bought it and you know how rare that is for me. If you don't mind sending me a link for that later, I'd appreciate it.


I'd say no on the N.E.R.D., if you're not a big fan don't go just cuz. I know a lot of people don't go through St. Louis but still, lol.


Exes are exes for a reason. Joe Budden, your least favorite rapper, had a lovely line about that. :] Lovely. I mean, I don't know your motives for still speaking to her after the breakup, and I understand it's hard to not speak to someone who was a constant in your life for so long but it really is just better to let it go like Keyshia Cole, lmao.



Sorry.