Shoot.

Day 1: How You're Feeling

Sick. Mainly because I am sick. Yesterday night I had the crazy sore throat which was pretty irritating. I was perfectly well all day and then towards the evening I just started feeling worse and worse. I had a stomachache and my stomach was poking out like crazy. It was actually pretty funny when I looked at it in the mirror ... minus the pain.

Eventually, at about 1 or 2 in the morning, I had to go to the grocery store and pick up some cough drops and whatnot. Just something to get me through the night so I could sleep. I don't use much liquid medicine, not if I can avoid it. When I woke up my throat felt considerably better and I just had a runny nose which is SUPER annoying, but manageable.

I'm at work right now writing this and I'm starving. I only had soup for lunch/dinner because of how I was feeling, so yeah. I have an urge to just go to White Castles when I get off in a few minutes because I'm THAT hungry. Like always.

Hopefully I go to sleep right away when I get home. I'll only have about 3 or so hours to sleep but I need to start valuing my sleep more. I think I slept for 6 or 7 hours yesterday, from like 3 to 10. I felt pretty refreshed. I think I try to fit so many "fun" things in when I get home from school like COD and browsing Tumblr and whatnot when really, I should be sleep. I always feel as if I'm going to miss something when I go to sleep, lol, idk.

Oh, and today I have to fill out my health insurance stuff. I kind of don't want to because it's pretty expensive. They charge you ... weekly, so each check I'm having $100+ taken out. It makes me want to just say "fuck it," which I would if my mother wasn't all on my back about filling it out. She keeps telling me that if I get hurt I'm going to wish I had insurance, and I know that ... but at the cost, I'd take my chances at trying to stay healthy, idk.

I'm even more pissed that I could be under her insurance, but she just doesn't want me on there. I actually haven't ever been on her insurance. Up until about four years ago I was on my father's insurance, but now I'm just ... insurance-less like a lot of my peers. Not that I minded besides the fact I never really go get checkups. This stuff is just beyond expensive, or at least it is for a person earning what I'm earning. It'd be different if I was making $30,000+ a year, then hey, what a great deal. But I'm not. And it's eating my paycheck. :[