Tired.

Like, why lieeeeee?

If you don’t feel a certain way, don’t say you do because your actions will always show otherwise. Quoting song lyrics can be kind of corny, but Kanye’s Say You Will illustrates what I’m saying perfectly. (idk how you can’t like that album if you haven’t gone through some shit with an ex)

Hey hey hey hey, don’t say you will, then play you will, I pray you will

I admit I, still fantasize about you, about you
Hey hey hey hey, don’t say you will, you will, you will
Hey hey hey hey, please say you will, for real, I pray you will

Lack of effort can kill anything.