amazing.

I've been trying hard to keep positive about this situation that I'm going through. No job, no car, no this, no that. I've been actively working hard at being positive, because positivity breeds positivity right? I don't know.

It just gets really hard sometimes, and I don't really have the pride, or people to open up to about it. I have a feeling of worthlessness right now, and it sucks, it truly does. All of those times growing up when people told me I would be something great, and here I am, something ... nothing. See, I can't even formulate sentences right.

I'm not having a pity party for myself however, because any situation I'm in right now is because of me. I have the power to change that, and I plan to ... but that's how it always is. A plan.

A plan without action.