so i write like edgar allen.

this is what happens when you give lizamonster a picture ...

http://i32.tinypic.com/1zp0i0l.png

lmao.

and yeah, shoutout to this guy ... on the left.
all i have to say is Lakers 3 - Suns 1

-turns on 8-track.
I'm saying, this song deserves to be played out of an 8-track. I can imagine just ... riding in any kind of car, doesn't even matter what it is. Hooptie. Maybach. ANYTHING. Just have someone else drive, and me laying in the backseat relaxing. lol @ a chauffeur in a Pinto.

Now moving on.
What do you do when you're between a rock and a hard place? Well, being the handy dandy person I am I just build a rope ladder, hook it on top of the hard place and climb out. But ehh. Uhm. I am stuck though. Well, I guess un-stuck now. So I like this girl. Blah blah blah. And I don't know if she likes me and stuff and it KIND of was stressing me out, not majorly, but just a little bit. I don't want to know if she likes me so I can ask her out ... I'm not ready for that right now as I told bestfriend. I just ... would like to know. Truth be told, I want to be her best friend. Or some variation of it.

I want to be that guy she turns to for stuff and can share anything with. The guy who can make her smile at the stupid stuff I say and just feel as comfortable as possible with me. I just want to be that guy. What I don't want is things like this to get in the way of a friendship that is still budding, you know? Because things like these are friendship killers. And I definitely don't want to kill our friendship. So I don't know.

I guess I worry a lot about a lot of stuff. Like:

• her past. crazy. will i just "be another"?
• im so young ... what if she isn't ready for this at such a young age ... because i do see her as such a 'final love' kind of girl
• the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
• backgrounds
• what if she hurt me
• kayla? hrm.

A lot more stuff, but I can't say too much without it being so very obvious, although I'm sure a couple people know who it is.

But getting off that, let's go find the 'interesting' website for today...

Keeping up with my love for graphics and art and the people that do it ... let me direct you to Mark Ward. He made my header. :D
his website

Go to it ... explore. Blah blah. The next blog will have a more fun website, I promise lol. Well I don't promise because fun is in the eye of the beholder.

I have a new project. Uhm ... preview?
Here:

Evolution, revolution, gun control, sound of soul.
Shooting rockets to the moon, kids growing up too soon.
Politicians say more taxes will solve everything.

Preview over. Lol, that's like mad subtle ... but yeah.

I want to end my blog on one of those Reverend Run type things. You know, where he sits in his tub in the bubbles and types on his Blackberry. So here are my words of wisdom for today.

Go get it.

Rarely does anything in life fall in your lap. Matter of fact, nothing should fall in your lap if you're moving and progressing towards new things. So that thing you want, or want to happen or think should happen ... find a way to MAKE it happen. Trust me, it'll feel better knowing you went and got it.

done.

oh wait. lmao! look at the comment on this picture. when i read it ... i just started laughing out loud. i want a fan like this though. =[

http://www.flickr.com/photos/14322963@N02/2195106614/