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So I'm kind of pissed because the girl and I have been having some pretty dope conversations after class. Today after class we talked for another 15, 20 minutes and it wasn't the least bit awkward. There was one mention of the crazy ex-boyfriend (yeah Ki, I know), who showed up to her house unannounced which made me reply, "Welp, I won't be getting involved with you." Besides that though it was pretty cool.

We talked a lot about movies and such. She (unfortunately) is not a fan of Harry Potter, least not to the extent that I am. I have that on my top movies to see list. She's kind of interested in seeing Paranormal Activity 2. We discussed the first one and she mentioned that she went on a date to see the first one, but her date got scared at the end and completely ignored the fact that she was a bit frightened. Now I have it in my head that I want to ask to her to go see it with me. It comes out this week but Mizzou's Homecoming is this week so maybe I can take her to see it next week. Idk, that'd be pretty cool. I'm hopeful.

I can't really allow myself to like her because she's moving in 2 months. It really strikes me as a "why me?" moment. I just can't catch a break when it comes to women, I really can't. I mean, I'm not even sure if this chick even likes me, but what if she does? When we talk she looks me in the eye, and she smiles which is ... a good feeling. I'd be lying if I said that it wasn't. And she shared her candy with me, c'mon. LOL. If that isn't a romantic gesture I don't know what is. /sarcasm

My school is having a rap contest next month. I found out while I was talking to her. There was a poster on the seat beside me, and I just randomly happened to see it. She said she would come and see me if I entered it. Lol, that actually makes me NOT want to do it. It's crazy deja vu. When I was at Mizzou there was this girl I liked A LOT, and I entered this talent contest thing because she was like, "doo it, dooo it." When I got there I basically made a fool of myself trying to do a song I had written only days prior. It's a pretty good joke between my friends and I, I was reading off a notebook and stuff. Never. Again.

In all actuality I feel like that Mike Posner song, "Cooler Than Me". I kind of realize that I'm a simple ass dude (maybe) and I just need a simple ass chick. That I shouldn't chase women who I have placed on these imaginary pillars. With me, coolin' in the house, watching movies, playing video games, going out to eat or to the art museum on Saturday mornings ... that's what I desire. And for some reason the women I seem to try to align myself with ... I'm not entirely sure if they fit the mold of that. Who knows though, I judge women too much as well. I wish I wasn't so complicated, no Mr. Paula Patton.

Oh, new sock time, new sock time. God, I love socks.