amazing.

Yesterday started off pretty good, mainly because of this huge cinnamon roll I got from the Bread Co. for breakfast. I also got my favorite breakfast sandwich. They're kind of expensive so I don't get them often, but I just couldn't resist. See how big that cinnamon roll is though?!

I forgot my USB cable at home tonight, so I was pretty much phoneless for 75% of my shift seeing as how I couldn't charge my phone. THEN I forgot this dvd I was going to watch. It was horrid. I did have my Boondocks dvd already in my laptop though, thank God. That salvaged what could've been a boringggggg night.

I need to start looking at a class for the summer since I'm not 100% sure about the second job I plan on getting. I'll have to contact my aunt to see if they need help for the summer camp that she runs, and then contact my friend Sam about the one that she's running. The one my friend Sam is running apparently needs someone to work about 4 or 5 hours in the morning, basically when the early kids get there. That doesn't sound bad to me at all because then I'd have the rest of the day to sleep.

Another thing I considered was, if I get that job, to also think about taking one class. That's still one more class out of the way. I'm pretty determined to get through this school stuff. I always say that though so I'm feeling pretty cynical of myself. I tell myself that at the beginning of every school year as well, and slowly start to fade as the year goes on.

It's so weird too because I know how great of a student I can be. I was born to be a good student, just lack the discipline for it so I guess I'm not as smart as the other kids who were steadfast. Growing up though, I was always in special classes for kids who were advanced, and even went to a school for gifted kids. It's in there, I know it is ... but ehh. Truthfully, what's motivating me now is feeling like I'm left behind of my friends. They're all graduated and I'm not. I don't have that grown feeling that I feel I should.

But that's pretty much all I have to say on that topic. I get paid this week and I don't plan on spending any of it to be honest. I want to buy this mic, and I might ... but that'll get determined after I set up my summer plans. I really could use this 2nd job. I also think I'm going to pay my phone bill each check that I get so I can have it payed off until December. That'll have my checks for the rest of the year basically free of bills which would be a nice feeling. That just seems to me like good planning ahead so idk, I'll see if I'll actually do it. I kind of want to cancel my contract and get that new iPhone but whatever. My mom actually has AT&T so I wonder if she'd let me jump on her line ... She's been like, "hmm, maybe I'll get that new iPhone. Can it be an iPod too? I don't even know how to use the one I have. Tony at work has one ..." I'd be so jealous if she had one and didn't use it to its full potential. She has a basic phone now and doesn't even use THAT to its full potential. Hmph, lol.