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I haven't been deeply connected to too many girls in my life. I've dated a few and talked to a few more, but not too many can say that they've made a lasting impact on me. I'd like to think that I've learned from each girl I was ever involved with, but I can't say that I've kept an inkling of lingering for any ... with maybe the exception of a couple.

One of those being my girlfriend from 7th grade. The girl that I still talk to today. The same girl that I broke up with on my birthday who still won't let me live it down, 8 years later. This girl who is sort of like a Now & Later … if you remember that blog.

Every time I see her it’s as if there’s a rush of feelings from waaaay back when that just seem to creep up on me.

I’ve moved from that point when we used to talk to now into a different guy around women. As of right now it’s more of a “what can you do for me, cuz you’re not gonna be around for long probably …” … which isn’t great but it’s the truth. I’m not looking for a girlfriend, but I’m not going to deny one if they happened to cross my path.

But this girl … well, let me just say that I would totally put a ring on it. Maybe lol. You know how I am with commitment …

Still, I had to text her as I left Mizzou (that where she is) ... since I didn't make any attempts to see her. I kind of couldn't bare seeing her, for whatever reason idk.

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I'll write more tomorrow most likely. I found some pictures of me at Homecoming that I jacked from some friends at Mizzou. Enjoy?