amazing.

I don't trust you.

No, I've seen this before. I swear I have, and the first time I ignored the signs because I trusted ... and now, I promise myself that I won't go through it again. That shit hurt the first time. Had me sitting in IHOP before work talking with her about how she didn't mean to put me through it. But it didn't matter, that shit hurt. Like, HURT.

Right now it wouldn't hurt like it did. Things aren't the same. I'm older, less tolerable, not as open to the thought of ... well, I know. Don't think everyone else needs to.

But I really, really don't think I can trust you right now, because there are things you do, that disprove things you've said.

This blog post shouldn't even be warranted. I like the previous one much better.